I have no family when my sister died November that was the last bit of family I had both my parents were only children my mom died about three years ago and my dad died when I was 18 so I have no familyI have a 2 million dollar house with five bedrooms a big pool and I love to spoil children lolI’m a trust fund baby when my dad died I was left $8,000,000 both of my parents were very successful lawyers what I spent most of my 20s and a drug-induced HazeMy sister got twice as much and started a little porn company Ohioadult and then my neph noew died he fell down some steps when he was 2 he was in and out hospitals for 6 months so she decided she wanted to quit the business and sold to by ex-boyfriend Jeff who owns it now . Then she decided she wanted back in she messed up going to shoots and having fun she was very business-minded so last summer they got into the goshi ation is for her to buy it back and then she died in November and I thought it was my job’s buy it from him and keep it in the family and go back to doing things the way she used to do themI owe $386,000 to the IRS so they take my money every month but my sister’s life insurance has finally gone through and my inheritance from her which is close to 23 million dollars bought 3.2 of that is going to buy the company back from Jeff everything will be back to normal in about a month or soI have not shot anything in 2 years I’m trying real hard right now to learn the business side of it it’s a lot harder than I thought it was going to beNo sweetie I’m buying the company back my friend Karen is going to run it Jeff is going to stay on for the first year and helpIt got me a little reprieve from the IRS but I’m waiting on two checks coming next month I have the IRS paid my house will paid off Jeff will be taken care of I’ll have a ton of money in the bank and I can relaxI’m definitely going to keep doing my charity work and doing my program help girls stay off drugsI was still pretty fucked up on drugs until my sister died and I knew I had to make a change in my lifeThe sad thing is we have a website called Dick for dope it’s girls getting high and fucking I think my first order of business is going to be to get rid of that but here’s some of our best selling stuffI drink occasionally I have never had a problem with alcohol all these people say oh it’s trigger it’s going to make you relapse if I have a few glasses of wine with dinner I highly doubt that’s going to make you want to go shoot up some heroinIt’s all about mindset if you want to be clean you’re going to be clean if you want to have a better life and enjoy everything that’s amazing world has to offer if you want to be comatose for years slowly killing yourself you can do that tooMy sister Jenna she was always in the heroin crack drink a lot she moved out to Los Angeles when I was 18 right before my dad died she was a stripper my dad wish a I didn’t spend $70,000 for you to go to college and become a stripper so she moved out of Los Angeles she got involved in the porn industry she did a few videos and then she Saul producers house the owner of the companies house and look at her paycheck instead of what the fuck so she started learning as much about the business as she could then my dad died she came home took her inheritance and invested into this porn company ideaAt the time I was dating Jeff he was my first I actually became obsessed with him I just stalked to him for a good five years my sister wanted me to work for her wanted Jeff to work for her she would do test shoots try girls out and hire them then he moved on to editing finally performing I only performed I never paid much attention because of my obsession with him I look at it as we’re still together because we got to shoot every couple weeks and then my drug use started a little bit of crack a little bit of Coke we would be shooting something we hang out we drank we get high we fought and then high out of his mind editing and that was the life for a year or so then I did heroin and I have been in and out of rehab at least 20 times I have OD’d probably 50 times I’ve died twiceMy sister OD’d in November we were staying in Cincinnati she had bought a house there and she got some new shit from some guy she never met and she died about one in the morning I found her we got her to the hospital they resuscitated her but then something happened and they lost her but I got a chance to talk to her before she left and it made things a lot easier she could sense that she knew something was going to happen and she close your eyes and that was it she should take care of Jeff take care of Alicia told me to get clean I didn’t I got high until January then I woke upOh yeah I started doing heroin turns out Jeff was fucking my sister behind my back amongst other things he left Ohio adult at that point she was doing everything marketing promotion editing shooting he said why am I making $200,000 a year when you guys are making 3 million when I do everything so he left he started his own company ADHD took about half of the girls with him and both companies went downhill real fast we could replace him because we did everything we didn’t know what the hell we were doing we hired eight people to do his job and the product was terrible he had all our girls and new how to do everything but he didn’t have the name recognition or my sister’s money behind him at that point I was really bad and then my nephew telling fell down the steps and was in the hospital for months at that point jeffs company failed he came back to Ohio adult we started dating again he was clean I wasn’t then I got him partying again and we broke up again at that point my sister wanted out of the business and our conscience was worth about four million dollars at that point we were doing about 1.5 -2 million in sales so we sold the content off Jeff ended up buying the name and social media for something like $60,000 and me and my sister were going to just hang out and party my nephew had died we had no family we just sat around and got fucked up for about 2 years the company did well with Jeff they were doing good at that point I finally let him go I stop stalking him he was dating some girl named Karen who is now our office manager and she is going to run the company once I buy it then my sister decided she wanted to get back in the business so we cleaned up I was going to make my big come back problem was Jeff didn’t want to sell and I believe she offered him $10 for it and he turned her down and then he went to jail for a year he pointed a gun at photographer and he went away and the business just stopped when he got out we tried to help out restoring things and then he met Alicia like I said that’s a whole nother story but he stopped working with everybody else we had seven or eight girls the time myself included and he fell in love and he didn’t want to be with anyone else and the company supper you can’t just shoot the same girl over and over again but he did and I got to the point where he was finally going to sell and my sister passed away I want to keep her dream alive I want to bring take back what used to be and now I have the money in the resources to make it happenBut then I find out my sister has been in the witness protection program for 3 years because of her ex here is what she posted on Facebook so that way I don’t have to type it all out I have to address everything I haven’t really had a chance to talk to everyone just the couple people that I keep very close to me I’ve been away for 2 years. And I owe a lot of you an explanation about four or five years ago right after Kellen died I was kind of lost and I needed some meaning in my life I decided to go down to Rio for a few weeks hang out at the beach relax and just kind of get away from everything. While I was down there I met a guy he was very attractive very charming and successful and smart I thought he owned a couple night clubs and a couple other small businesses I later found out that I was wrong he was involved in a lot more. It turns out he was the biggest drug dealer in all of Brazil . I have had my fair share of dating different eccentric or crazy people I was married to Jason for eight years. Things eventually got worse I need to take myself out of the situation and I did I saw a lot of things happen and I am by no means a snitch or a rat I moved back to Ohio and a lot of strange things started happening months after I had been gone then one day there he was so me and Kelly decided to move down to Cincinnati start things fresh get away from everything so I could get away from the harassment and bullshit. I had a lot going on in my life I was ready to go back to work I was going to buy my company back and pick up where I left off a few years earlier but then I had issues again strange things I started to notice I’m not a paranoid person but I had this overwhelming feeling that I was being followed and watched one day I come home there are two cars in my driveway they were federal agents I believe FBI and DEA and they wanted to know what I knew so I told them when I saw I heard and they said that there was a contract out for me from the cartel at that point I didn’t want to put my friends and my family’s lives in danger so I decided that it was best for everyone if I disappear I am really sorry that I couldn’t tell anyone I actually had someone picked out to tell just to but it happened too fast and I left a lot of people stuck and screwed and I apologize with all my heart if I had to go back and change it I would so for the past 2 years now I’ve been in a suburb of Toronto teaching school to little children it was sorry I’m getting emotional it was the most rewarding experience of life my son didn’t have the chance to make it to five and helping these children grow and expanding their minds and making them ready for the next step just fulfilled everything I needed in my life . I missed everyone and I will mention everyone in my comments because I’m not trying to have this on everybody’s Facebook page . I would occasionally pop on and see what everybody was up to but of course I do know some pretty smart people who are able to track my IP address and pretty much locate exactly where I was between kind of being found out and the life insurance stuff and everything else with the trial being public they decided this people are going to find out anyway so it’s not a big deal I don’t know what my next step is I don’t know if I have to go back into a different life or if I can just be me again but we’re going to find out what’s going on in the next week or two and hopefully I can pick up where I left off with everyone I love you all so muchBut basically that’s me and what’s been going on with everything in my life
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